perubahan paradigma

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insyaallah .:)

i am not beautiful .

hey bloggers .;))
feelling sooo blooody good when i cn grab diz chance 2 write a new entry . ahah
here the entry .

im a type of girl .
who's really don't noe how 2 be or 2 act cutely in front of ppl especially boys .
4 me ,evndo i look or dress lovely in front of them,they will neve recognise my existance .
bcuz i am jz an ordinary girl .

im a type of girl .
who will t8 a very long path if the short path dat i should t8 full with a group of boy .
bcuz i noe,they wont look at me or myb will never care if i t8 either ways .
bcuz 4 then i am not beautiful .

im a type of girl .
who will love ppl who really sincere 2 love me n giv ol of their heart 4 me .
bcuz i realize i cannot force sum1 2 love me wif ol of their heart .
im jz nobody .

im a type of girl .
who dun hav damnly smooth skin .
don't hav a nice teeth 2 be proud of .
don't hav lovely nose 4 me 2 be show of .
n i olso dun have any x-factor 4 m8 ppl at least say 'wow!she is sumting' when looking at me .
bcuz again i am jz ordinary girl .

im a type of girl .
who dont noe how 2 "gedik2" in front of crowd .
huh!fell so humble larh .yeah .
bcuz if i act like dat they might say 'hey ugly,dont be so gedik la,no 1 will look at u pn' n laugh evilly .

im a type of girl .
who usually will alert wif evrything dat happen around me .
got small heart or in other words kind of sensitive wif certain2 things .
i cn get hurt easily .bt i cn confront wif my heart by myself .
bcuz only me who really noe how hurt it feellls .damn .

im a type of girl .
dat cn pretend 2 be hepy or smile fakefully .
when my world turn 2 be upside down .
my gf will neve noe yeah .
unless they really noe who NORAFILAH MD HUSSIN is .

im a type of girl .
who boys afraid 2 close .
bcuz they might say dat i am arrogant .
unless they try 2 get close wif me ,then ill be sum 1 that cn easily 2 be friend with .
try it .

n bcuz of ol dat,i prefer not 2 pretend beautifully bcuz i am not beautifull .
huh .ordinary girl lol!
i am very greatfull cuz GOD's creature are the most beautiful thing ever .;))
i am proud 2 be myself .
yeah!!!!diz is the real me .
NORAFILAH HUSSIN .

dot .;))

till then (:

1 syawal

heyyyaaa . . .

happy eid ppl .

maaf zahir & batin .

enjoy raye ni puas2 yep .

g collect dwet raye byk2 n to sape2 yg nk placing baju raye tu,g la jln keliling kg dgn pkai heels skali .

aishhh . .

mmg gmpak gile .*ups .:))

btw,jempot dtg ke rumah sy kpd sape2 yg mengetahui alamat itu .

kdatangan anda amat dialu-alukan .:)

laz bt not least ,, still selamat hari raya aidilfitri mulia .:))

till then,fifi

feelingless

HEART BROKEN!!

bosan nye sbb de prangai yg cmni . malas gile la . ley tk aku tk pyh nk jeles sgt . wt cm tk de prasaan jek . ala2 feelingless gitu .mmg aman la dunie ni kn . tk pyh aku nk sket otak pk mnde yg bukan2 .oke2,mmg kne tren diri sndiri utk jd org yg open minded . no jeleousing . no confusing . no asking2 . juz accept the fate .hah! mmg snang .

tp2,tk ley la nk ol da tyme feelingless jek . sumtymes kne gak tunjuk kn prasaan .yeah!prasaan wanita mmg unexpected.
utk certain2 ppl out there yg nk cakab sy ni cm banggang sbb nk jeles ngn mnde2 kcik cmni,suke aty korang oke. ade aku kisah?tk de kn?so,anda bole jalan .-___-

hmmm.ekc sy hnye cannot accept bile bf yg dicintai kuar rmai2 ngn mmbe2 (
boyfriends + girlfriends) n g nngok wayang n lepaking kt mamak stall smpai pg.
oke find mmg segerombolan yg pegi tp sy jeles gak .
npe?tk ley?suke aty la.
*aty rse cmni sbb aty suda syg sme die.sbb tu jeles bkan men byk lg .
ouh!!am i 2 pathetic?nope!absolutely no.
as gf rsenye de hak utk sy rse atau pk yg bukan2 . adoii!pnat la nk rse cmni.kli ni pnye effect mmg dlam pnye . tk tipoo .ssh sgt nk forgive n forget . da try oke .tp cm ssh cket .arghhh!!rse tnsion sbb tk dpt nk kuar kn.ouh mr.bloggy,ley tk kau brcakab ngn sy n bg siket advise.
ptot ke sy marah or tk ptot kah?nngok . itu yg wt sy confius .
*npe entry ni cm tk sdey?mood cm tk de prasaan.
hhhaiisssssssshhh!
no idea la.otak kosong suda.
heartless.dot . . .

22071990

:D

big smile 4 da oppening..

happy 20th burfday fifi..;))

hohoho..

its feel awkward la cuz having a big 2 in front of my jelo*0..

im 20 yaw..

smoge pjg umo n dimurahkn rzeki ocay fifi..;))

smoge mnjd smakin matured dihari yg mndtg..chewah..=)

yehaaa..suda smaken mmbesa skang ni..

rse mcm zaman remaje smaken mningglkn diri dgn bgitu laju..

ouh..my teen's life is coming towards the end while my adult's life start 2 knock my door very oftenly..

aishh..im not ready 2 be an adult lg la..siyes beb..

teen's life was so awesome meyh till my heart jz cant let it go..sweettt..;))

soo,,im decided myself 2 still be a teenagers n live my life epyly..

wif besties,family n olso him..:D

adult??let us c..im trying 2 learn how 2 hold dat title la dlu oke??hahaha

lastly;

HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY NORAFILAH MD HUSSIN..

MAY ALMIGHTY ALLAH BLESS U..

AMIN..

till then;fifi

roomate saye;))

oke kwn.. officially declaire... inilah rumm8 sy yg dichenttaaiii.. NurZurawdhah Abd Murad a.k.a kok dah..;))
kami sudah mnjadi rum8 slame 1thn oke..adoyaiii..mse 1 thn itu mmg mmbuatkan kami mngenali antre 1 ngn yg len..whooppp...syg la kt kok dah..;)) btoiii..kok dah mmg sgt mmahami sy..wee~ mlalui hari2 yg gembire di UPM ini bersme2..oiii2,,kokdah..fifi syg kokdah..;))
kte kuat tido kn kokdah..pas mkn jex,,mst kte akn tido..tk ksah la siang atau mlm..ngee
pastu gak,,kte mlas kn nk bsoh cwan..slagi tk 1 ary kte tk kn bsoh..kn2 kokdah..;))
lg2,,kte ta ske lipat bju..2ary bsoh br lipat..:)) dan2 lg,even kte dox topfloorrr..*pnat gle doiii..nk kne pnjat tngge 4 tgkat..aishhh!!
tp kte oke..;))

kok dah2... fifi sdey ni..sob2..;c nxt sem myb da ta dpt 1 blex ngn kokdah..duiii..=_=" kne dox ngn junior plaxx..*nex 1 pngkat lg,,mnjad senorrita..;)) kokdah..nnt mst fifi da ta ley na b'spah kn blex sgt2..hurm... spe plax nnt na lyn fifi ckp..kokdah slalooo lyn fifi tyme fifi cm ngah gle atau msox air..oitt2..;)) tape2 kokdah,,even kte da ta 1blex..tp kte still 1 blok,1 course,1 geng senat,n 1 upm..kn2 kokdah..=D

oke kwn,itu sje yep ttg rum8 kecintaan sy ini..;))
n 4 kok dah;;; fifi syg kokdah..;))
till then;fifi