Dear you, I'm so sorry for dragging you in my own "stupid theory". The truth is, I've been like this since I was in matriculation. yeah! You can tell me how long I've been in this situation kan? I am not suffering, I swear. But for all this while, I've just let that theory haunted me and conquer my whole body without any hesitation. It was me who have the power to control my own instinct. *With the help of HIM of course* Like you told me before. It is all up to me whether to be a positive thinker or let this funking things disturb my life. T_T
I can't help myself. This theory just attacked me when I am in my paralyzed state. I know it well that this theory will never turn into something that even brain can accept it. But still, I wanted to prove it true. It is so ridiculous heh? Memang pn -___-" tak mungkin la semua tu. Please la. I kan pure science student. Bukannye budak amek sastera ke hape. Pathetic sungguh. Memang sangat mengasihankan. Dan, I dah drag you untuk masuk dalam dunia I. Minta maaf. Mesti awak rasa saya pelik. Imma weirdo! T_T
To tell you the truth, I memang sedaya upaya untuk ubah mentality negative yang I ade ni. It just I don't have gut to change my theory. Sumpah I memang ntah hape2. -___-" I try. Tak tipu. Cuma perkara ini sangat membelenggu. So sorry for a million times. I have no face to look at you actually. Pray for me ok? And Please.Please.Please stay and stick with me till the end. Help me to improvise my theory and change it into our theory. Tolong juga untuk terima keburukan I ni. ILoveYou,Love!
p/s : I am 23. And I am still thinking about this rubbish. This is so horrible. Even brain can't accept it. T_T Feel sorry for myself.
