Useless and troublesome

Assalamualaikum & Hi

Love isn't easy to handle. Not only to take care of our own heart but also the heart that belong to our love one. Like i said before, fall in love is easy, but to maintain the momentum is ain't easy.
A lot of aseptic technique need to be apply, to ensure that our love is always in an environment that free from contamination from unwanted things.

IDK!! but these few days i think that i had been such an useless and troublesome person to someone. Yeah!!! i can't even comfort him when he is mentally down. I failed to give him some spirit to at least make his breathing run faster! In fact, I am the one who responsible to be the catalyst to down his spirit. -___-" i feel bad! i feel worst! rasa tak tenang! Jiwa kacau!

Dear you, I am so sorry. for the things that make u hurt. hmmm. sumpah saya tak tahu apa awak rasa sekarang ni. sebab saya rasa saya dah buat awak tak happy. saya sangat takot! ye, takot! i am afraid to lose u, the one who shine my life. kita tak ada masalah besar. tapi masalah kita, hanya kita yang faham dan tahu. susah nak luah dengan kata2. =_="

Sekarang awak dah sakit. awak pening kepala dan awak rasa nak demam. Awak tahu tak,saya rasa lagi useless sbb tak dapat nak buat apa2. even i failed to buy u a medicine to relief ur pain. we are to close to each other now, but still, i failed to cure u. OUHHHHHH!!!! i hate this feeling! i want u to noe that my mind always on u. i can't stop to think about u.
i admit that. Get well soon dear. erghhh!! hanya kata2 yang saya mampu bagi dekat awak. LEMAHHH!!!! Rasa lagi useless sebab tak dapat nak buat awak happy sampai parents awak kena datang untuk bagi awak semangat! nampak tak? nampak tak? betapa ketidakbergunaannye saya.

Awak.. Awak........ saya ada banyak benda nak bagitahu dekat awak. banyak sangat. tapi buat masa sekarang, apa yang mampu saya cakab is, im totally fall for u. no doubt. only you. i just want to prepare myself to be the best one for u. even im not pretty. even i have no smooth fair skin. even i have no beautiful teeth. even im not perfect like any other girls out there, butttt...... i will always try to make myself special in ur eyes. Sarang haeyo!!

Enough said