well,idk why should i heve this fucking feeling.i feel so pathetic.i really do .i noe u're no longer read my blog as u always do before.i can't blame u 101%.i am sure u have ur own reason which is hard 4 me to accept it sometimes. . . . . . . .
i lose my words .idk where should i start .is it all my fault? am i giving u so much burden until i feel u really can't bear with it .we are different .totally different .we have diff thought about LOVE.when i think it was right,doesn't mean u will say it right.we define the meanings in a diff way.we did argue for certain things.but it is oke.that shows we have a good communication.hm.everything seems to be so hard 4 us diz lately.i feel empty .u have change. sumpah .i lose my words in sudden .it so hard 4 me to confess. something inside me are dead.
saya cube utk oke kan balik keadaan,tapi saya tak dapat apa yang saya nak dari awak.awak biar saya terpk2 n tertanye2.kite da bincang .once.tapi still,tak de jalan keluar .knape?knape???!!!
sumpah saya tak nak macam ni awak.saya sakit .sakit sangat .rasa macam kasih awak kat saya da makin kurang .mungkin awak tak rase sama macam saya rase.sebb awak simple.saya dikurniakan perasaan yg complicated.saya boleh alert dgn awak.tapi awak macam agak kurang alert dgn saya.kita jauh sekarang .saya nak jumpe awak.tapi,saya tak tawu awak macam mane............saya tawu awak byk masalah.saya faham sngat2.tapi,awak.boleh tak faham saya jugak.-_-"
kadang2,saya rasa tak kuat.saya nak awak pn rase same dgn ape yg saye rase.tlg saya faham dengan situasi awak .tapi awak tak penah buat saya faham .awak akan diam dan say .i am sory syg .-___-" sory seems to be the easiest words for you .
i still love you .and my love are for real.
saya minta maaf yang teramat dalam sekali kalau awak rase sy salah .tapi awak tak penah cakab.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
i love all about us.please do something .i make a confession here. i am sory .i love you just like the way u are.buttttttttt..........
kalau awak rase ade yang lain lagi better dari saya,sile kan .make ur own decision and just let me noe.insyaAllah saya boleh faham.
enough said.
babe.i understand ur feelings cuz i went through this.its about LOVE huh? "tak semua bnde kite nak,kite dapat, and x semua bnde kite dapat tu kite yg nak"...about feelings,lelaki mmg sgt susah nk express ape yg die rase,even die mara,saket hati,suke,sayang,die susah nk express.kite kne slow talk ngn die baik2.suruh die luahkan,bru die akan luahkan.ur relationship is too precious to end here babe.u're both sweet u know.all d best!
ReplyDeletenisa.terharu sngat bace comment kau .sumpah .thanxx a lot dear friends.lelaki mmg macam tu .they are born to be so simple.not like us.our thought totally diff with them .we love to express our feeling but not for them.yeah!my relation is too precious.i love him damn much.no doubt.i laways pray that he is the one for me.insyaAllah.pray for us too oke babe.ily!
ReplyDeleteyeah! i dunno why women r so complicated and we make things even more complicated,kdg2 i sendiri x paham,but then,allah created us like this,kalau tak,laki diam,pompuan diam,x de warna warni dlm dunia ni.(^_^) for u babe,all the best in ur relationship!
ReplyDeletewith love-Nisa~