And.......

Assalamualaikum & Hi

I miss the night atmosphere in Johore Bahru

Its almost a month since I've been there

And almost a month since I did not return to my hometown

I am starting to feel homesick now!

The energy left is starting to decrease

Ouh! I need some spirit

I miss home!And my family...

Enough Said

p/s: Please be strong. And focus on your study. Its long way to go. Please don't be weak! Take this challenge to be a better person in the future. C'mon, You know u can face this right. Just need some motivation and you done. GO ME!!GO ME!! :D
Mom,Dad please pray for you daughter okai? I'll never let you down and i'll make sure that i will make you proud of me.. InsyaAllah.

T_T

Assalamualaikum & Hi

I miss my Family so much!
There are no words that can even describe how does it feel.
I don't know why I am being so childish these days.
I just wanna be by my family's side all the time.
I just wanna hug my mom and dad so tight!
Yeah! I've meet them for this 2 days.
But, it wasn't enough for me.
Im starting to miss them!

p/s : Ayah...Ibu.... Akak rindu... kenapa balek cepat sangat? Tak puas nak jumpe... T_T

Semoga perjalanan mereka dari KL ke JB dipermudahkan olehmu YaAllah. Ameen

Awak..

When I said that I love you. It is no joke. It just true. I mean it oppa..

A call

Assalamualikum & Hi :)

My mom was called me just now and she said.......she said......she said that.........................
MY FAMILY WILL COME TO KL TO VISIT ME TOMOROW! AND NOT ONLY MY FAMILY BUT ALSO MY AUNT'S FAMILY. *ok mmg happy
AND, THEY WILL STAY HERE FOR TWO DAYS!!Ohmaaiiigoddddd!!!
This is not just a dream right?..Ouch!!yeah..This is reality..
Huyehh..Huyehhh...They will come here.. To see me.. And take me out.wohhooo!!! :D
Thanks Mom. Thanks Dad.. I owe u alot.. Love ya!

p/s : Semoga perjalanan mereka dari JB ke KL berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

Its Tuesday :)

Assalamualaikm & Hi

Its was tuesday. And I don't have class and surprisingly, I don't have lab either.. Ouh.. It soo lucky me! :) Perfect Time to hang out with Oppa.. It is quite sometimes for us not to go out. Since we are super duper busy with all the final year sem stuff, so we seldom have the chances to plan to spend the time together. I mean precious time.. Adalah la jugak kadang2. Tapi just simple hang out. Went to Alamanda,watched ton of movies,eat sizzling mee, buy some famous amor,have a sight-seeing around Putrajaya and go back to college. just it. Ergh!! It killing me.. I swear. So, let us forget about the academic stuff ok. Boring~~

And finally, yesterday we managed to go out.. Went to Mid Valley sahaja. Since Mr.Kancil Putih sedang berehat di workshop sebab sakit, Poor him :'( (Get well soon ye syg) Then, we decided to rent a car for a half day. Niat utama, adalah nak layan "Adnan Sempit 2". What? Suprised..yeah.yeah! Cite lame kan? Kitorang mmg kelambatan disitu. Ntah hape2 ntah.. Haihhh! HAHAHAHAHAH. Disebab kan itu juga, sebenarnya semua cinema dah tak mainkan pun cite tu. Frust sekejap. Then,we end up with wathching a "This Means War" Movie. erm,not bad la cite die. I can give stars 4 outta 5 :)

Herm, the most important things that i wanna share with you guys here are the feeling that i have at that moment. It was so special felling. I feel happy. I forgot about all the works that overwhelmed me. I forgot about the lab and all the sadness. He make my life brighter and full with laughing. Keep on making a joke. And seriously it was funny . Oppa have the specialities in making a joke.. No lye :) And I enjoyed myself watched him choose his fav books at MPH Bookstore. I can see the eagerness while choosing all those books.. He seems have a diff interest with me when it comes to a books.. I adore him larh.. Sume buku tu pasal general knowledge. Pasal science and technology,islamic based and economic. Patot la awak banyak knowledge kan. :)

So,itu je kot. tak tahu dah nk tulis ape.. Nak upload photos. But then, sume gambar dalam hp oppa...Lupe nk blontot.. T_T Itu sahaja.. Hope to go out again with u Oppa ^_^

Till then : Sarang hae :)

:'(

Hope..

I always believe when there is a will, there is a way..
Its still not too late to fix all this. We still have the chances. Everything is not too late.
Because you are the person that i want to spend in my entire life. I mean it oppa!

I am useless

Assalamualaikum & Hi

As time passing by, the sweetness is starting to fade away..
I don't know whose false it is..
We seldom misunderstanding to each other before, but now.......it seems to change 360degree..
This is probably all my fault.. Don't blame others Fila.. You are just spoiler.
Don't know how to take care of his feelings, I do not know how to give him an advise. I was not mature enough to give him a good idea to improve his life..
Yeah! maybe he was true. I ignore him..-____-"

Hmmmmm......Everytime when I asked about his life, He rarely want to share what has happened.. yeah! He did share, but only for a certain extent..Just briefly explained not fully explained. I don't know what has happened in his day. What did he do? With who?Does he feel happy?Hmmm..If u asked me, Im surely do not have the answer.. Look! Im so useless isn't it?

All ppls have their own way and We have to respect it.. I know! Maybe This is just his way.
But, frankly to say, I feel that I am useless.. I cannot do anything for him. everytime when he have problems, I can see the sadness in His eyes. I feel responsible to know what exactly has happened but, when I am started to asked Y? He just said "Ouh! Its nothing.. don't worry,I'll be fine" But still. his faced doesn't show that he is ok...
When I tried to give my opinion, I feel shy because I can feel that my opinion is so simplee...
AGAIN!! I FEEL USELESSSSS!!!!
and don't like to be in this situation!
T_T

I better stop typing.... My mood is not good now..Im so pathetic isnt it?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
feel like crying.....sumpah!

Till then :

.......

Assalamualaikum & Hi




Dan... Sekali lagi saya rasa jaoh dari mereka. T_T

Pimples

Assalamualaikum & Hi Alls,

The same problems again. Since I've been in my second year in UPM. I have to face this difficulties. What? You sure don't know?Pimples of course. -___-"
Yeah! It sound silly isn't it? Like I am the only person who have this kind of problems. But!!!! It stress me out actually. Sumpah.
Hm..Lot of products I've tried,but still, the effect is only in the beginning. And after that, it turn back to normal again. Don't know what to do. They said that this is normal. All teenagers face it. And in fact I should be more grateful because mine was not soooo bad. It just 1 and 2 pimples plus with the previous scar. Yeah! Jangan Nak mengeluh sangat lah kau. Allergic betol!

HUH? Salah sape ni? Nampak jerawat baru tumbuh je, automaticlly jari jadi itchy nak pegang, nak kopek,nak rase and whatsoever la. You should know kan, hands are one of the organ yang full with microb. Then, lepas kau pegang ntah hape2 ntah, kau sesedap rasa sahaja pegang itu muka. jadi,salah siapakah? Anda la wahai Fefey! Kroih...Kroihh...

Tapi kan... Alhamdulillah, seems like i ady found face soap yang sesuai dgn kulit muke. It is not expensive! Seriously. Just cost RM10 and can longlast until 3 months. terkejot? Ye..saya juga.. Die macam product dari Aimway la. My mom's friends yang introduce kan. Sebab kesian tgk muka saya.AndYeah! Its not bad. No more pimples * Just ada 1 baru tumbuh. maybe sebab hormonal changes due to pre menstrual cycle kot :)
As a conclusion, my mom said, Don't be stress just because u have one or two pimples in ur face. sebab sometimes the pimples make your face more glittery and beautiful. sort of like accesories dekat muke la..HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Dan, kena sentiasa bersyukur sahaja dengan keadaan muka. You are born to be beautiful kan? Don't be afraid to lose your love one just because of the pimples, sebb it doesn't worth at all. If he leave you bcause of the pimples, than just let him go! Pour him and lucky you. And maybe someone better that looking for your inner beauty are waiting for you :)

Till then: fifi

Climate change

Hari-hari kini semakin berubah

Perbualan tidak seindah dulu

Perjumpaan tidak sehebat dulu

Bermonolog didalam diri memikirkan apa yang terjadi.

ye! mungkin hanya perasaan sendiri yang mendesak untuk memikirkan semacam kemungkinan buruk dan palsu.

Tidak tahu siapa untuk dipersalahkan,kerana masing-masing tidak mahu berterus terang

Adakah mungkin sebab kesibukan membuatkan segala hormone didalam badan menjadi tidak menentu?
Dan akhirnya menimbulkan perubahan yang ketara di setiap perbuatan?

Ntah! Aku tidak punyai jawapan itu..

Kurasa semakin sukar diwaktu ini. Tidak tahu siapa harus dipersalahkan.

Aku? Mungkin juga..tidak pandai melayan perasaan...
Tapi......Aku juga ada sebab aku sendiri. -____-"

Dan sekarang? seperti tidak akan ada perubahan.

Jauh di sudut hati yang paling dalam, aku mahukan seperti dahulu
ketawa, gembira bersama.
Segalanya dapat diselesaikan bersama dengan aman dan tenang..

Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan untuk mereka. Amin

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